Just weeks before her tragic death in 1962, Marilyn Monroe sat down with Life magazine editor Richard Meryman for what would become one of her final interviews.
More than 60 years later, Meryman’s full account appears in the upcoming book Marilyn: The Lost Photographs, the Last Interview, due out on Tuesday, May 12.
According to an excerpt published by People on Thursday, May 7, Monroe reflected on her iconic performance of “Happy Birthday” for then-president John F. Kennedy at Madison Square Garden on May 19, 1962.
Nate D Sanders Auctions/ MEGA“There was like a hush that came over the place,” the Gentlemen Prefer Blondes star recalled. “I didn’t think anything was going to come out. When I got to the microphone, I just took one breath and then suddenly I thought, here goes!”
“I thought, I’ll sing this song if it’s the last thing I ever do,” she continued. “And not only just for the president, but for all the people.”
After the performance, Monroe attended a reception where she briefly crossed paths with Robert F. Kennedy as rumors about her relationship with JFK continued to circulate publicly, per People.
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“I had met the attorney general briefly, so it was good to see a smiling, friendly face,” she said.
Monroe also shared a personal memory from the evening involving her ex-husband Arthur Miller‘s father, Isidore Miller, whom she brought to the event.
“He came here an immigrant, and I thought this would be the biggest thing in his life,” Monroe said in the interview, per People.
“I thought it would be something he could tell his grandchildren about. So instead of saying, ‘How do you do, Mr. President?’ I said, ‘This is my former father-in-law, Isidore Miller.'”
Elsewhere in the interview, the Some Like It Hot actress spoke candidly about fame and the burden of being viewed as a Hollywood fantasy.
“That’s the trouble — a sex symbol becomes a thing,” she said. “I just hate to be a thing.”
She later compared fame to “caviar.”
“It’s good to have caviar, but if you had it every damn day, you know?” Monroe said with a laugh. “Too much caviar.”
Before they wrapped, Monroe left Meryman with her most personal thoughts.
Julien’s Auctions/ MEGA“I’ve learned a lot that I wouldn’t trade for anything,” she said.
“I hope to ultimately be able, through my work, to illuminate for some people some things I’ve learned. Maybe it’s just a dream. But I’m also entitled to my dreams.”
Monroe was 36 years old when she died of a drug overdose that was ruled a probable suicide on Sunday, August 4, 1962, per History. The interview was published shortly before her death.
The book’s release arrives just ahead of what would be Monroe’s 100th birthday on June 1.